I have alot of hope for this year. Not all of it sucked..It was mostly a struggle to find myself as well as employment. Not only was I searching for a job, but a purpose or an artist/business/mission statement..what did I want do this year. I cloistered myself in my room watching the marathon of David Tennant's last episodes as Dr. Who on BBC America. During the more boring episodes I wrote down lists and lists of thoughts, resolutions, goals and questions I wanted to answer.
Career: I want a dayjob to pay bills. I want to work one getting freelance and permanent, Fulltime work in a Job that'll I love. Need to learn What I do want to specialize in because I'm such a dabbler.
As an Artist I want continue to master the fundamentals of 2-D and challenge myself to learn Blender and learn basic 3D modeling and animation. I want to enter the big Contests for 2-d and at least one or 2 & 3D comps or minis. I want to refine my portfolio and make it more proffessional.
As a person: I want to be a better one that is more actively involved and not shyly sitting on the sidelines waiting to be noticed. I want to say, "Put me in Coach, I'm ready to play." I want to be able not stay silent when something one of my friends says bothers me; I want to confront them about it. I want to able to forgive myself and others for things that happened in the past. I want to be defend my faith to the friends that make fun of them. I need to trust, forgive and be brave.
In Love: I'm on the fence about this. Undecided, but for now I'm not into dating until I get things squared away. Right now it hinges on what happens.
This past year has been a year of separation, reunion and forgivenss for me and I need to continue on my Journey to improve on my skills and personal growth.
